wthellopanda

how do you look on the bright side and see the beautiful stuff around you when there is none.

no expectations at all, so there will be no disappointment.

wonders what it is like to just jump off.

must be good feeling that cool breeze (:

life’s tough but i’m tougher.

let’s keep it going yeah.

first time feeling this happy sick.

and no it isn’t just because i made it into the campaigning stage.

campaigners results out tmr i think. lol. nice.

and i’ve decided to learn from my gh3y buddy to blog every weekend. yepp.

class outing was fun.

sometimes i think i blog just for the sake of blogging.

which is extremely stupid.

studies seem to be quite screwed at the moment, and somehow all the reassurances that goes ‘Oh it’s okay don’t worry I got a single digit score/Oh don’t worry it’s still early in the year.’ etc only makes me feel more nervous.

really want/need to do well for my As.

and i feel quite jealous watching people die/talk about dying during trainings zzz i cannot stand not training my life sucks i am just going to join track lololol.

sometimes i wonder if im just too childish.

on a brighter note, HAHAH Jonlimes (apparently my gay love interest) is in the same afternoon PE class as i am. jealous?

so why isn’t there one to save me from my screwed up life.

results of kok’s psychological test

forest : beginning (where i am in life)
animal front : dog (what people see me as *lol ohmysunny alibaba will laugh till the end of time lah)
animal behind: horse (what i really am)
door : open (signifies an open mind)
table : round (blunt and say whatever i like)
vase : porcelain (my heart is made of porcelain o.O)
flowers : a lot (no of soulmates)

hahahah accurate?

life damn tough worx.

wasted the holidays awayyyyy. eeyer. but at least i have a nice notebook which pwnz alicia’s one and nice nice coleto  pens as well as sexy pencil.

time to chiong bio and econs. at least there isn’t math tmr